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from one 23 year old to another, this is so relatable!!

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Thanks for the support Ashley!

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I'll add another Dostoevsky to quotes that haunt me (from "The Brothers Karamazov"): “Having chosen an elder, you renounce your will and give it to him under total obedience and with total self-renunciation. A man who dooms himself to this trial, this terrible school of life, does so voluntarily, in the hope that after the long trial he will achieve self-conquest, self-mastery to such a degree that he will finally, through a whole life’s obedience, attain to perfect freedom — that is, freedom from himself — and avoid the lot of those who live their whole lives without finding themselves in themselves.”

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Oof that one stings

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omg i related to every single word of this. staying young mentally ie believing in yourself and not becoming jaded, really is a beautiful practice that needs to be cultivated, day in and day out

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Thanks so much Ame! I feared that I wouldn’t get my message across / people wouldn’t be able to relate, but I’m so glad at least one person did :)

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Beautiful! I really relate to Sylvia Plath's different branches example. I just turned 24 and just few days ago was thinking about all the different paths life can take from here depending on what I attend to. A lot of them were scary, negative branches since I have been depressed for so long! But let's just focus on what we want to see more off!

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